January 2010
i miss being happy
Life is so stressful now, and i hate it.
And once again, im on a KOL kick.
fuck
everything
say, why you tryna save me?
when i say i miss you, i really mean it.
I am horribly tired and awaiting my mom’s arrival home.
Why can’t tulsa have extremely starry skies? That is how im going to determine where i shall live. The amount of stars in the sky.
My heart is waiting for sunday. For now i must work on school stuff. Which is lame.
say why you tryna save me?
So today is the day. Meeting of the parentals. I’m quite exited. Hahaha i’m ready an hour ahead of time :). So last night i painted a picture of a dream-catcher. Then i put some killers lyrics upon that ish to make it better. Ironically enough the lyrics on my picture are the same as the title of this blog.
Oh i have stomach pains but i dont know why! I dont think im nervous? Maybe...
Color the coast with your smile its the most...
I get to dance under these tomorrow. I have got to be the luckiest girl ever.
ALSO. I have a problem with dumb bitches…
oh she's only seventeen...
So NEW BLOG. I deleted the other one…….(bad memories) etc etc. But, as you can tell my blog’s name is another Killers reference. Because they are my life. Things have been pretty amazing lately. Actually more than amazing. I’m not sure what a good descriptive word would be for this? Oh well. all is good. The last three months have had me down…ALOT. But at this point...